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03/23/2010

Do you ever feel like you are dreading something? I have felt this way for the past week or so. Dreading... but what? Each day I keep telling myself... this is the day I will finally figure out what I am dreading and yet the feeling doesn't go away. It isn't a terrible feeling I just wish it would go away. I keep thinking maybe it was my midterms but no... done and over with and the feeling is still there. What could it be? Everything has been great lately things are going my way, other than the gloomy weather I have been great, so what is it? I'm not really scared or sad just... I don't know. I keep waiting for time to pass waiting for the feeling to pass but it doesn't go away nor does it get worse really. Just a dark pit in my stomach that won't lift. I don't know and I probably will never find out because really nothing feels wrong and I'm not missing anything so who knows. If I find it I will surely let you know but until then I must keep digging to find the culprit of the black pit. Somehow. I know it is that dread feeling though because I keep jumping at every sound and watching where I am and who I am with... waiting for something to go boom! Nothing happens. It is Spring Break at IUE so I guess I should try to enjoy it eh?

Have a great and safe week everyone!!

Amanda