2009 Blogs

Happy Monday!

01/25/2010

So I think it is going to be very hard to get my goals accomplished if I keep avoiding accomplishing them don't you? I went way over my budget last month and it is not okay no matter how much I want to tell myself that. Sure I will be okay but I am not going to live my life running on the train tracks. It's way to dangerous for me. I can no longer run away from everything and pay for what I am accustomed to. Dad isn't around to bail me out of trouble. What do I do? Where do I go from here? Well first off I can't keep spending every time I save and earn! How am I supposed to save money if I keep spending it? So I am putting my credit card away for all uses unless I desperately need it. Second, I am going to get more serious about finding a job. Of course all this has to wait until Wednesday because I am busy today and had to pay for my future husbands ring he picked out- which we are very happy with but a little queasy at the same time because since my billing cycle just started I dont have to pay for the bill until March something but that is a TERRIBLE WAY TO PLAY!! Never ever ever get yourself into this game! Ever! It is terrible and no matter how much you say you won't get into it or you will be able to catch up... it will be 10 times harder than you think. No more spending for me! I have to buy ONE thing at Walmart for my business... it is about 10 dollars then I am done! I am locking up my credit card in my safe.. believe me... this is really hard to do. I am going to get caught up and it is going to be really hard for me... but for now... I don't need anything. I spent 61 dollars yesterday for various things at Walmart, and today, probably just about 200 for the ring, lunch, and a table for my business. I have to get one more thing- then I am done. Done playing this game! No more chasing my bills and more saving them!

I will keep a journal about what I am doing to keep myself from spending money and I will upload my log and maybe some videos about what I am doing towards my goals? As the money/spending thing right now is a huge goal for me I think I want to share it with you. For now? I am signing off because I have some things to do! Thanks for reading everyone and wish me luck!!

Have a great week!