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Hello week!

02/22/2010

I've been feeling really off lately. I don't really know why I just feel like I am dreading something but I don't know what. Things have been so crazy lately that I cannot pinpoint my feelings right now.  I am definitely ready for bed tonight although I haven't done much of anything besides homework all weekend and today I couldn't even relax because I was worried over everything. I don't know how many times I could even say I don't know why anymore. I can't figure it out if I missed something or forgot something. I feel like I am dreading something but I don't know what or why. In the first time in my life I feel like I have a real schedule, although for the past 5 years I have had a schedule but never felt more obligated with it that I do now even though my obligations then would result in losing my job which ironically happened anyway. I wish I could take a vacation away from everything including that pesky phone that keeps annoying me. I honestly can't wait till May or June depending on the scholarship situation I am planning a nice, calm camping trip. Have a little sun, campfire... sleep!! Sounds peaceful doesn't it? So many things are driving me crazy lately I guess that is the cause off all my stress. I can't get any quiet. There is always someone getting into something and making so much noise! Now I know I really need a job where all I can here is the sound of my own typing.

Tomorrow I have to work in the library till 4 then I am off to Kohls to find my outfit for the Career Building Blocks Workshop because we have the mock interviewing afterwords. Wednesday, I will probably work on all my lovely homework. Thursday I work again. Friday is the workshop as well as Derrick's birthday so we will be dressed real fancy for pizza hut but I am really excited about it. I already have Derrick something to wear, he picked out a new pair of slacks (thank goodness, his old ones were probably 5 sizes too big), and a new shirt. I hope to find something great for me tomorrow, I think the family would really enjoy seeing us dressed so nice. I was thinking brown pants, as I have brown shoes to match and shirt, so all I would need is the pants, OR new black pants and a new top. We will see tomorrow though but I planned on buying both because I need brown dress pants too.

Hats off for the week! I hope to post Friday about the goings on of the week! Thanks for reading all!

Amanda