Feeling better
10/10/2009
Even though I was running as usual late today for work I managed to scarf down a bowl of cereal. I haven't had any pop since Wednesday since I am doing good with that I decided to try and get off the pop- hoping this will work. Derrick and I took two walks today which were great. I am going to work on eating healthier not just losing weight.
Not sure what happened with this post and how it became split but I just found the other half of this post :s
So much has happened. I gained some confidence, not really sure where it came from since I'm put down over everything all the time but I think a lot that I put up with help me figure things out. I'm actually calling people now. My aunts definitely helped at the Saturday get together and there awesome emails really make me feel great. This week was going fast and of course all this confidence making it go faster. I wish I could explain to you how I feel but I never feel this good often and I don't want to jinx it. I think a lot of it though now might be because I'm trying to spend less time online mostly on facebook for a couple of reasons and that I don't it very professional. I'm going off to strictly use my Google sites aside from school stuff and work. Then it's part of the problem with my self esteem but I really don't want to go into details with that. Anyway it's been busy here!
Thanks for reading :)
